Okay so I feel a little better today. My moods a little down but I'm just going to put that on the fact that its been raining for going on 6 days straight now. It was sunny for my birthday though [which was AWFUL. did I tell you guys what happened with that?]. Anyways, I'm starting my calorie restriction today. Im going to start it out at 500 calories and reduce 50-100 calories everyday until I get to 0, then I'm going to fast for as long as I humanly can.
I'm still sick, but I can't keep eating any more. I need exercise, restriction, and fasting.
I'm super fucking excited about this. I always say this, and I know I always end up losing and gaining and losing and gaining, but this time I have a craving to succeed. [I always say that too. fml hahaha]
I know the reason why I never get there. It's because I GIVE UP. I figure 'whats the point I'm always going to be fat, I'm not losing quick enough, blah blah blah' and then I decide its not worth it.
This time I just have to figure something out once I get to that stage.
XOXO Sophia Ruins <3
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awww.. feel better already!
ReplyDeleteYou are going to do this. Motivation is all you need. It's impossible to succeed if you tell yourself you can't.
I know you can!
xoxo zen
you can do it =)
ReplyDeletejust stay strong and keep thinking thin! we're all here to support you.
s. xo
I'm glad you're feeling motivated again~ I wish that I could be as motivated with fasting. For me, all it did was slow my metabolism to basically a halt and triggered frequent binges. Any tips?
ReplyDeleteAwwh love you can do it you will be beautifull! im sorry your birthday was bad!=( But run with that craving to succeed lol!
ReplyDeletestAy stroNg! thiN(k) thiN!
xoxo Lyndee
I hope you get better soon. Tank up on garlic or something. That always helps your body whoop ass on an illness!
ReplyDeleteLook after yourself Soph!! <3
Remember: No
ReplyDeleteOne knows what's
Good for you better
Than you.
-_*
You can't totally do it, if you did it before you'll always have the means to doit again.
ReplyDeleteGood luck!!
Hey :) Posting here for the first time.. Although I've been reading your blog for a while now, I really like your style. Ha, I guess I'm one of those creepy people that lurk about and decide to drop in suddenly. I feel like a stalker now! The thing is, I hadn't opened a blog until a few days ago.. and now I did, so I feel more entitled to post! :P
ReplyDeletePlease take care of yourself, if you're still sick you should keep listening to your body.. then it will respond so much better when it's back to work! Right?
Anyway, whatever you do, good luck. You can do this!