okay so ive been 121 pretty much all day.
i knew the pizza would catch up to me.
i want some oatmeal so bad right now.
im such a fatass and ive gained but still all i cant think about is food.
this coming weekend i might be going to a rave with some people i just met.
i made the mistake of inviting B.
he just said hed never been to one before, so i felt like being a nice person cuz it really is just an amazing experience and and and idk.
ive ignored his texts all day.
i dont want him thinking that i invited him because i like him and i dont want him getting him the wrong idea because i honestly think that im just that slow that id fall for his "im a good guy in bad circumstances" routine.
anyways.
i really need to loose the poundage cuz ive got the perfect oufit picked out and it happens to include a neon belly shirt. [i get really hot really fast so theres no way id be able to dance the night away with a full shirt.]
so.
i cant remember where i was going with this, but i REALLY want some oatmeal.
ive had 63 calories today.
but i REALLY want some oatmeal.
like im seriously considering getting up to go get some.
im already fat.
im pretty sure nothing is going to help that.
121 pounds.
god i want some oatmeal.
but i wont do it.
right?
i wont do it.
i need to get back into my routine.
back into the strictness of my diet.
but i reallllllllly want some oatmeal.
i think right now id go as far as to say i NEED some oatmeal.
but i wont do it.
i say no and no is the final answer.
no.
no.
no.
no.
no.
and thats it.
im going to go do sit ups now.
XOXO Sophia Ruins <3
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So, did you eat that Oatmeal? You should pick a day this week and eat Oatmeal once or twice that day just to get it out your system. I have been craving pizza like crazy and my husband told me until I eat it, I won't find any peace. Go find your peace and eat that Oatmeal otherwise it is just going to plague you until you eat the whole box!
ReplyDeleteStarve on! Don't take orders from oatmeal... =) Situps are awesome. Do tons of them. And run. That usually takes hunger away, at least for me and my friends it does. ^.^
ReplyDeletesay NO to oatmeal!
ReplyDeleteno oatmeal! :D
ReplyDeleteGood for you.
ReplyDeleteSay YES to the neon belly shirt. YES to sexiness and thin :)
Don't touch that oatmeal. Stay strong hun. You're gonna drop the lbs easily if you stick at 65. Xxx
ReplyDeleteSit ups are waaaaay better than oatmeal (porridge!) well done girl!
ReplyDeletethat oat meal is only gonna satisfy you until it is consumed. having a thin body for life is much more satisying. looking great in that neon belly shirt is waayyyyyyyyy more satisfying than that oatmeal. just keep that in mind girl. you can do it. stay strong!
ReplyDeleteHope you said no, you'll lose more if you do.
ReplyDeleteYou can do it hun, stay strong!!!
oatmeal is 50% water, so drink double the water and its the same thing :P lol thats all i got
ReplyDeleteWALK AWAY from the food!
Lol. No means no. =) Anywho, have fun at the rave! Don't let B (or whoever) spoil your fun! You deserve it.
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