i feel fucking SICK
sick in the head sick
im going to see my ex in two weeks and i am fucking FAT.
not the ex youve all been hearing about recently, a differnt ex.
im fucking fat and no amount of fasting can help me.
what am i going to do?
he knows my food problems.
hes going to see me and think im lying for attention.
fuck fuck fuck.
hes going to think im a fucking cow.
hes so going to laugh.
hes going to think im a failure.
wtf am i going to do?
can i lose ten pounds in two weeks?
fuck fuck fuck thats not possible is it?
is it possible?
someone give me a lead, im going fucking INSANE
i HAVE to lose ten lbs in two weeks.
i need to start exercising.
i need to start exercising NOW.
its possible.
there is hope.
there has to be hope.
ill fast for two weeks and work out everyday.
my body will be GLORIOUS.
glorious and thin and small and non existent and i wont be a failure.
i CANT be a failure.
I REFUSE TO FAIL.
2 weeks.
2 weeks and well see where im at.
XOXO Sophia Ruins <3
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Good luck, lover.
ReplyDeleteI have faith in you.
You'll do great. I should really join you!
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Good luck! You can totally do this!
ReplyDeletei kno u can do it girl! good luck
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I think it's possible to lose ten lbs in two weeks. You can do this. (:
ReplyDeletegood luck
if anyone, you can do it!
ReplyDeleteGood luck, and stay strong :]
OMG YOU ARE GANGSTA!!!! XD
ReplyDeleteI wish I'd had the balls to stand up to my mother like that. Grrrrr bitch.
If you think you can do it, you can. Work in little bits of exercise everywhere. It will give you a nice healthy glow too :D
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It is totally possible to lose 10 lbs. in 2 weeks! And you will be so happy when you see 10 lbs. less on the scale. Stay strong!
ReplyDeleteUhm... I don't want to sound like a buzz-kill or anything Sofia but... Do I think it's achievable to loose so much weight in two weeks? Yes... Smart and somewhat safe? Nope. Listen, you have to stop crash dieting! You'll just gain the entire shit back! Omg, what am I saying? I feel the same way when I have an event I NEED to be skinny for. But... Promise me that you will take somewhat care of yourself? (Even though I know you don't give a shit about yourself) Just... Do not cross that line you're dangerously close to.
ReplyDeleteSorry for sounding like a mom.
Love Cille
People have lose 7 lbs in one week all the time. Who cares what he expects? Eating disorders have their ups and downs, but people don't realize it. Stop stressing; you'll loose weight more slowly-look it up.
ReplyDeleteCalm down. Eat prunes (detox). don't force yourself so much it gets worse.
You can do it, but please oh please make a plan. Because you don't want to binge your ass off after the first week.
ReplyDeleteomg you can TOTALLY lose 10 pounds in two weeks, for SURE! Good luck, this is inspirational. In fact, I think I want to do it with you...yes. I do. Starting now I will not eat for two weeks :) I am excited :)))
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