ladies and gentlemen,
i have come up with a new plan.
a plan of genius proportions, that was so obvious, im surprised i didnt think of it sooner.
okay so, obviously the fasting without motivation thing wasnt working out too well.
so, ive found a way to brainwash myself.
i bought a bottle of apple cider vinegar yesterday, and so far its working GREAT.
this morning, i was eyeing the peanut butter jar [like i often do in times of weakness] and right when i was about to break, i took two teaspoons of the vinegar and my appetite for peanut butter was gone.
instead, it was replaced with the need to brush my teeth and puke my guts out.
genius?
but thats not all folks,
[if youre sensitive or weak of stomach, hit the little red X at the top right of your screen now.]
so as the brainwashing factor in my plan,
ive printed out pictures of corpses,
[mostly small animals or those cadaver pictures from the 1800s]
and everytime i think about food, i compare the food to a detail of the corpse in the picture.
like the skin of an apple to the skin stretched taut over a dead rotting cat or the colors of pizza to the colors of the mold creeping out of that poor little squirrels mouth.
sick?
extremely.
working?
better than anything ive ever tried before.
my appetite is more destroyed than my family dynamics.
LOL.
so, today is my second day of fasting, and im not going to get on my scale until im done with the fast, [no clue when thats guna be] but im excited this time.
a spark of passion for hunger seems to have been reignited in my sleep or something, because i cant wait to start losing weight again.
stay thin girlies!
XOXO Sophia Ruins <3
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sophia you are a twisted genius
ReplyDeletecorpses yeah i can see how it would work going to pass though dont think i could handle it
luv yu xx
that totally sounds nasty- but i think that i am going to try it-- it sounds like a good idea to turn you off of food. And as far as the apple cider vinegar goes-- is it gross tasting and THATS why you threw up, or just because your hunger was gone. Cause i think i may just have to try that!
ReplyDeleteYeah, apple cider vinager is a real appetite spoiler and it also help with digestion ( when/if-ever you do stop fasting). The corpse thing...I don't know if that would work for me. After 4 or 5 days of fasting I'd probably become immune to it. Big, slimy, nasty, crawly bugs with long thin, hairy legs on the other hand...that would keep me going for a long long time.
ReplyDeleteI think I've fantasized about comparing disgusting things to food, but I've never gone as far to going and getting the actual images. You are a champ.
ReplyDeleteThough I'm not going to say I'm not fascinated by 19th century pictures of corpses, that would just be a lie.
Do what works for you, I'm glad you're excited about things :)
That sounds like a freaky/genius technique.
ReplyDeleteGood luck with your fast, love!
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Wow, thats sick on so many levels, but also a stroke of fucking genius. TBH I am not going to be trying it as I would probably end up getting nightmares, I am kinda a gigantic wuss!
ReplyDeleteThe apple vinigar thing sounds good! but as not to inflict to much pain on your body, just throw loads over the food you want to binge on?
That what I do when I have a plate of food, I grab fairy-liquid or salt or whatever other vile substance is in reach, pour it all over the food and bobs-you-uncle I dont want to eat it any more :)
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