day 3 and im at 121.4 lbs. =D
my ex started talking to me yesterday.
no, i didnt call him a farm-animal-raping-bastard and i didnt cuss him out.
i know exactly how to play this game, and i will do it to the best of my ability.
[he will so regret ever having left me, and i swear ill make him come crawling back if its the last thing i do.] =']
apparently he plans to be more "involved" in my life.
what a joke.
so anyways, he started talking to me again, and of course this fueled a rage-filled alcohol binge.
actually, it really wasnt an alcohol binge, which is pretty funny.
how drunk i got though, was NOT funny.
forgetting that i get drunk like 20 times faster and harder on an empty stomach, i knocked back 3 and 1/4th of a glass of white wine. [less cals than beer!]
now, you may think that me getting ridiculously drunk from that isnt possible, but i beg to differ.
i probably wouldve drank more, but after those 3 and 1/4th i could no longer walk, speak, open doors, or text properly.
[thank god since i probably wouldve said some fucked up shit to my ex]
i then got to spend the remainder of the night puking my guts out, and attempting to drink water, but failing miserably.
i swear i felt like i had food poisoning [again.]
anyways,
this morning was hell and i got basically no sleep last night.
but,
im actually pretty thankful because ive been thinking about sushi lately and having the taste of throw up stuck in my mouth has definitely been a life saver.
[at least out of all that i know id never make it as a bulimic]
when i attempted to crawl to the kitchen this morning to get some water, my stepdad elbowed me in the ribs then yelped like a little girl. screaming "oh my god your ribs!"
it was hilarious.
i just laughed maniacally, and walked away because
a) i enjoy making him think im liable to stab him in his sleep
and
b)i enjoy making sure he knows about my lack of food intake
=']
stay thin loves!
and wish me luck on my next few days of fasting<3
XOXO Sophia Ruins <3
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Good luck on your fast! I know you'll make it :))
ReplyDeleteGood luck fasting, dear :)
ReplyDeleteand a well earned "Ha!" to your stepdad. :)
Hahaha! Your stepdad cracks me up! Was he trying to be funny or was he surprised at your weight loss? How funny.
ReplyDeleteGood job girl! My weight loss is still stuck. :(
121, your doing so well! sorry you felt so sick though, that can't have been nice, you show your ex! x
ReplyDeleteOh, oh, oh! On the outside, I look like the equivalent of a samurai (v. serious) because of the concerned family in the room.
ReplyDeleteOn the inside, I am laughing so hard that this could actually some day count as substantial exercise.
I don't know why I find this SO funny?
Do you?
Your weight loss is impressive, by the way. You're losing it like a stud. You're a stud.
;);)
Good luck, deary!
ReplyDeleteI hope I get down to 121 sooon!
<3
Lol I got absolutely hammered of 200mls of vodka a few weeks ago. This was mixed with fizzy and drunk over 3 hours. I NEVER used to be such a lightweight!!
ReplyDeleteLol way to fuck with your stepdad's head! I really don't like him.
I FINALLY cracked 130lbs mark this morning!! Yay 120s!! :D
Love to you skinny bitch!!
I love the fact that you mind-rape your step dad, he deserves it. He sounds like a fucking minge! :)
ReplyDeleteoh & well done on the 121!
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