Frantic!

okay so,

heres what i was going to tell you guys about the guy. [ the writer from the basement party]


so i was at the movies with friends, and we decided to walk to target to grab food. [of course i wasnt participating in the binge-fest. yayme.]

and who do i run into, other than writer boy.
i had walked off to go find some picks for my guitar, and of course i find him just standing there like some fallen angel sent to stalk me.

he acts surprised, and is really sweet, and of course asks how things have been and all that and of course i answer normally.

then, randomly he asks me if i have a boyfriend.

i say yes, and out of fucking no where, he kisses me.

yes, kisses me.

tongue and all.


im shocked, so i just stand there stupidly and cant even move.

i hear a gasp, and who do i find standing behind me?

M.

she [immaturely] yells "oh i am sooooo telling"


i walk off, because i was feeling too unstable to deal with that at the moment, and find K and tell her about the whole ordeal.

of course she understands, and says shell talk to M about it.


well, long story short, i get home and bf calls to cuss me out and get all pissed of and shit.

he totally let me have it.



i kept laughing through the whole thing, trying to tell him it wasnt my fault, and ended up looking like a giant asshole.



hilarious.


not sure how i feel about anything right now. i mean, i didnt do anything wrong, but i still feel kinda bad because i know it looks like im a cheating skank, but i have to say i also enjoyed it. THE MAN IS STUNNING PEOPLE.

ugh.

i dont even know.






so weight wise, im still fasting [praise jesus!] and i went from 127.4 to 123.0.


there are so many thoughts running around in my head, i dont even know what to say.



[i hate food]



XOXO Sophia Ruins <3