okay so heres the deal.
last time i checked my weight i was at 119.1
then my asshole stepdad took a hammer to my scale [literally] just to be an ass.
it was like a 45 dollar scale and now i have no idea how much i weigh.
i dont even know what to say about that.
lets see, B came crawling back [remember the guy who got pissed because i wouldnt fuck him, then drove me half insane with his on off bullshit?] and i told him to go jump off a brigde.
apparently im moving again, to a different state and were leaving in the morning. i dont really care anymore.
i found out im bipolar [just great.]
and im definitely not in the dark place i was the last post.
i went shopping for dresses and found some i really liked.
im hungry and almost broke my fast today, but them remembered that im going to be spending the next few solid days in a car with my mom so i might as well get my fill of fasting now while i can.
i officially have no way of paying for college so i have no option but to write novels, hope they sell, and use that money to get me through med school.
me and my mom have been getting along really well lately.
me and my sister have been getting along really well lately.
my stepdad can go fuck a cat.
i really dont have anything of substance to write about today and i just wanted to get you all caught up [or at least the few who read my blog] on whats going on in my life.
im not too sure if i feel like anything except stressed out and tired.
found the magic key to not feeling like shit while fasting though.
drink water like a fish.
i think i mightve been really dehydrated [that would probably explain why i was acting really off for a few days] since most of the water i get is from food.
headaches are gone, nausea gone, and im not all shaky like a chihuahua on crack
hope youre all doing amazing, and i promise ill get caught up with comments and what not as soon as im done moving.
XOXO Sophia Ruins <3
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Sophia, lovely girl, your weight has dropped so fast! I'm jealous. I can't believe your step dad smashed your scales. What a dickhead. Good luck facing the car trip, and well done with the fasting. I wish I was strong enough to join you x
ReplyDeleteJust wanted you to know that i may not always comment, but i read every post :)
ReplyDeleteamazing loss this past few days!
x
Hi, i've been reading your posts and i can't get over how well you write. It's very grabbing.
ReplyDeleteanyway, your step-dad sounds like a bag full of shit. But you know what, buy a new one, just to drive him crazy.
Hope your trip is safe. Stay strong!
wow, join the club; i'm bipolar too.
ReplyDeleteanyway, that's really irrational of your stepdad.
i hope he gains forty pounds.
i'm so sorry your stepdad behaves like that, that's just awful :(
ReplyDelete*hugs*
hehe chihuahua on crack...
ReplyDeletefunny image XD
your stepdad is a fuck
I hate him and I don't even know the bastard
he'll get his
remember that :)
karma, sweetie
love, hugs and thin vibes
xxx
Your stepdad sounds...wow.
ReplyDeleteYou're moving in the morning??
Don't worry too much about college. Federal aid is amazing. fafsa.ed.gov and whatever state aid there is that you may be eligible for. See your counselor. My financial aid covered the full cost...until my grades slipped -_- Anyways, yeah, though - you're not lost. I even had book money, and lunch money. Plus there's always scholarships. I don't know much about those, but apparently there's a wealth of them.
woooooooo it feels great to break 120! once that happens the lbs will be easier to shred.
ReplyDeletekeep on writing girl, who knows, could this blog be a blue print to an autobiographical best seller? rub that in your stepdads face when your laughin to the bank.
sorry about my blogger hiatus... I'm getting caught up with your blog as we speak. How did you find out you have bipolar?
ReplyDeleteI hope the move goes well. All my love. I'm not worried about you, but I hope you're ok.