There Was Sunshine

Alright so last night went really well.

I had 230 calories and then danced my ass off for 2 hours. It was so fun I didnt even think about it being exercise.

Titties, [my stepdad] yelled at me again last night because of how I eat. He basically said that he was going to force me to eat exactly what HE eats when HE eats it. Well We got into a huge fight because my mom told him that was the most ridiculous idea ever and wouldnt work, and I agreed with her, and then me and my mom were best friends again.

Well I told him he could try and force me all he wants, because every time he fails at it I plan to spit it back in his face. Then he told me that since hes older than me and hes an adult that I have to listen to him and do what he says.

Hes such an asshole.

I gladly let him know im willing to move out for a year [until im a legal adult] if he tries to pull that shit on me. [Then again, he doesnt have the spine to start shit with me when hes sober, or try and enforce anything because he knows it wont work and ill make his life a living hell.]


I haven't gotten on the scale today, and I really really want to. Sadly, those 230 calories I had were more like two beers and a ten calorie mint. :/

I should really stop drinking. It fucks up my weight so bad. Its become something of a bad habit thats fun to have.


Im going shopping for new clothes soon and im really nervous. Every time I go shopping I end up bawling my eyes out in the dressing room and getting screamed at by my mom.



On a brighter note, I get to see a friend of mine I havent seen in a few years recently and im really excited. Shes a good friend of mine but she lives SUPER far so its been a while.

Alright, im off to go dance!




XOXO Sophia Ruins <3