Wednesday, January 27, 2010

UpdateUpdateUpdate

Okay so I know I've been neglecting you guys again, and I'm super sorry.

Again, I've been really busy with work and shit.

The good news is, I've been fasting for the past few days and when I wasn't fasting, I was keeping my intake below 100.

Unhealthy? Yes, please.


So hopefully when I check my weight tomorrow there will be a change or something.


Do you guys remember this guy I'm infatuated with? Yeah well I'm already distancing myself. I almost feel like when I do right before a breakup. Like I can feel it coming and I like this kid wayyyy too much for my own good.
Hes one of those rare people who you can NEVER get tired of. It feels like every conversation we have is the first and hes super funny. [Plus the whole 'hes hot as balls' thing doesn't hurt too much either :P]

But yeah.

Out of nowhere we stopped talking and even though we arent official or anything, I would definitely have a problem if we stopped talking.
It's like he's treating me different, but I can't tell how and I kind of feel like i'm blowing this out of proportion.

Ugh. Relationships are hard.




Im still trying to finish commenting all you guys.
You're seriously the NICEST people ever haha
ILOVEYOUALL :P



XOXO Sophia Ruins <3

4 comments:

  1. Meh, boys are douchebags sometimes, but we love 'em. He'll come back around, just take it one step at a time and don't cannonball into the pool, test the waters with your toe. :)
    Good job with the fasting and the 100cals. I am sure you will be crazy skinny when you get on the scale tomorrow.
    Good luck with the boy and keep up the good work!!
    XOXO,
    Scarlet <3

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  2. wow you are doing so freaking great!*jealous* lol.do you think you could bottle some of that self control and send it my way? i could use a few drops of determination to get me out of this binging rut.
    let me just say i agree with scarlet, guys are douchebags lol. well most at least. i dont think you should chase after him at first,but maybe try talking to him,try not to be pushy but jsut be up front and ask him whats going on.
    then again he may not even realize he's done something wrong, guys are usually going to do or say the wrong thing 99 % of the time. they are oblivious to female emotional needs and he probably just needs a wake up call.(and if he gets rude to you, punch his face in :)lol
    stay strong ,
    meg

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  3. Sweetie I am in my 30s, married to an awesome cutie, and I still don't get relationships! I agree with meg, boys are "oblivious". Just hang in there. It will work itself out eventually.

    And rock on with the fasting!! I know the scale is gonna give you some love the next time to step on it.

    xox,
    A

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  4. pahahaha!!! I just laughed out loud when you were like, I kept it under 100. Unhealthy? yes please!
    Isn't that how we all think!
    Keep it up, sorry about the boy troubles

    -Scarlett

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