okay so im going back.
i need to.
i have to.
idc if i stay 5'6.
kate moss is 5'6
devon aoki is 5'5
twiggy was 5'6
gia carangi was 5' 7
mena suvari is 5'4
i can continue if you want. trust me. i have a fucking list built up.
okay.
okay.
shit.
im so excited.
ive got butterflies.
yes.
the emptiness, the weighing, the thin, the mind-frame, i get to post on fitday again, i get to write in my fat journal again, i dont have to feel sick everytime i eat [i wont be eating!] everything gets to be under control.
everything will be okay again.
did i mention i saw an ad for versace that kate moss did?
got the latest issue of W mag yesterday.
that and teen vogue ahve to be my fav magazines ever.
anyways.
i weigh 124.
as of right now.
but soon,
it will be 105.
so very soon.
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its exciting isn't it? :] except sometimes i get scared if i dont eat anything for too long. but w\e. time to get rid of that fear. same time, tomorrow, we'll both hope to have lost a pound agreed? :]
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AGREED!
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