well yesterday i was on the phone a lot and was talking to K [a new boy ive been talking to. we have A LOT in common and hes pretty chill] on the phone last night and my throat was feeling really sore and my nose was stuffed up. i didnt really think anything of it, even though i had been sneezing a lot and everything i figured i just had a cold.
well, i wake up this morning and can barely get out of bed. my parents made me clean the house instead of letting me work on my school work which is deff more important to me than cleaning the house. i feel horrible sitting here just typing.
im mega exhausted, my throat is so swollen i cant even talk right and i keep coughing and i have a GIGANTIC headache... ugh.. its horrible... i just want to go lie down on the couch or something but i have a lotta work to do [im trying to graduate early so that i can get away from this mad house].
even though i feel completely horrible,
i do have some prettty amazing news. [no it does not pertain to weight, even though i wish it did..] IM GETTING A CAR.
yes.
a car.
i was supposed to get my permit forever ago but i was too lazy/busy and no one would drive me, so here i am, 16 and without a license. idk why my mom decided she wants me to have a car and no license, but hey im not complaining.
she said, shell buy me a brand new car and she doesnt even care if its a sports car. for some reason she thinks i deserve it?
ahh its amazing. im so super excited.
anyways. im getting chills and snot is like dripping down my fucking face so i think im guna go lie down now and work on my school stuff for a while.
im thinking about eat healthy things right now so that i can get better faster and pluis my body is under tons of stress and i dont wanna stress it our more... might go have a 65 cal soup and a cracker or something...
i think since ive done really good for the past two days [yesterday i had 400 cals, exactly what the cal goal for that day was, and the day before that i ate at my cal goal also] plus i survived being offered nachos, a burger, fries, cake, and pie. so i think today im just not guna stress about how many cals i eat [but no binging. just eat what i NEED so i can get better] and focus on resting a lot. i really hope i dont get worse becuase ive got loads of schoolwork to do and i feel bad enough to make a trip to l'hopital.
peace peoples
XOXO Sophia Ruins <3
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Hope you feel better soon Sophia! Sounds heaps exciting bout getting a car, your s lucky! Get better hun!
ReplyDeleteXxx
Feel better drink lots of liquids to flush it out of your system.
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Ana Nas
Wow, your mom is getting you a brand new car? Damn. That's awesome. :)
ReplyDeleteI hope you feel better soon!
ughh, getting sick is the worst cause you feel like your body actually needs shit. I always choke down loads of watered down oj...weird but it seems to help! get better soon little lady :)
ReplyDeleteI graduated early, thinking it would get me away from MY madhouse. And here I am, still at home :[
ReplyDeletehowever, I am moving out pretty soon here... sooner than I would have if I was still in hs
So yeah overall I suppose it helped. And I AM a year ahead, so that's nice.