Fuck my weight.
Fuck everything today.
Last night, I had exactly 250 calories, then went out with my mom to eat.
Ordered a soup and sandwich and planned on just eating the soup.
I ask the waiteress how many calories are in each and she says "oh, ummm lemme thinkkkk, wuuun hundred twenny for tha souup, and wuuun sixty for the sandwich".
Chews gum
Smiles.
Leaves.
I figured, 120 calories for soup isnt THAT bad, and 160 for a sandwich is fantastic.
I greedily suck down both.
Of course after hitting the point of "full" i felt horribly horribly guilty.
So I go to the bathroom, look at my stomach, walk back out, and declare to my waitress I need to see the nutrition info for the food.
Her smile fades, and she brings me the nutrition info typed on the back of a margarita menu. my mom bitches that I shouldn't CARE about calories anymore and I look at my soup.
No.
It was not fucking "wuuun hundred twenny"
IT WAS 220.
And the sandwich?
Oh only about 320 calories.
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU GET 160 FROM 320?
My waitress is standing next to me to take the menu back.
At this point I burst into tears, and scream "IT WASNT 160 YOU FUCKING WHORE!" in the middle of the restaurant then quickly leave the table to commence sobbing in the car.
I have NO idea why i started crying [especially so easily] or why i called that poor stupid lady a whore.
I feel kind of bad for her.
Well, needless to say, my mom had a shit attack and took my cell phone and has grounded me for god knows how long.
I did 500 jumping jacks then decided im fucked anyways.
Took melatonin.
Went to sleep.
And woke up 127 lbs.
Took more melatonin.
Went back to sleep.
Woke up.
And here I am.
How the FUCK does this shit happen TWO TIMES IN A ROW.
This is ridiculous.
My work is fucking ruined.
AGAIN.
I dont really care if I do bad today.
XOXO Sophia Ruins <3
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What a BITCH waitress.
ReplyDeleteWhy didn't she just bring you the info to begin with?
I'm glad you called her a whore.
Just keep your chin up, love.
We've all been there and know how you're feeling.
Just take things one day at a time and you'll be fine.
She should have checked if she didn't know. That's what waitresses are supposed to do when you ask them nutritional facts. ESPECIALLY when they have them at hand.
ReplyDeleteDon't feel too bad, while 'whore' might have been a little over the top, 'dumb ass' would have been appropriate. :)
You'll lose the weight, it'll probably be gone by tomorrow.
XOXO,
Scarlet <3
*hugs*
ReplyDeleteAsk for the menu first next time? I remember working in fast food, and I never knew anything, so I always checked. Never rely on staff to remember. Sometimes they honestly aren't paid enough to know!
*hugs* You will be ok. Sometimes all you can do it stand up, pull the fingers and keep trucking.
screw the waitress, she should have been certain before telling you the "information". at least it wasnt that much, it could have turned out a whole lot worse. what matters is that you get over this speedbump and realize that this wasnt your fault. it sucks we cant trust people to know what their talking about nowadays. hang in there, you can get back down in no time.
ReplyDeletestay strong
meg
I completely understand your reaction,guess I would have behaved just the same way. There is now fun in fuckin about cals. It is essential to know the exact amount!! I guess the only thing we can leanr from all this is to trust NO ONE and to always ask for the nutrion infos (you are so luck yin most restaurants here in germany they don't have any lists of how many cals meal xy has:C)
ReplyDeleteshe should have known the right answer. that'll teach her to know her shit
ReplyDeleteYou know what I think? I think you shouldn't feel bad for calling her a whore.
ReplyDeleteTHE BITCH DESERVED IT!!!
Maybe if she wasn't so damn fucking stupid she would have brought the info to begin with...
AGGG!!! I HATE stupid people
(catches breath)
Good luck darling...
I probably would have done the same thing. That's twice as many calories as she said it was. From now on definitely check the calorie content before hand. I was at a restaurant with my friend once (Red Robin) and I knew I couldn't get away without eating so I thought "Well, if I have to eat it'll be a salad. I haven't eaten all day anyway." so I picked out a salad, but before we ordered I was just looking around the table and saw the calorie content list and the salad was 600 calories minus the dressing which was something like 200 (not that I would have eaten it anyways). Everything on their menu was 1000 calories besides the drinks, that salad and a small serving of fries. I ended up eating like a quarter of the salad and putting most of it into my purse while she went to the bathroom.
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