do you want to know something fantastic?
no i mean REALLY fantastic?
yesterday i fasted and this morning i am exactly 123.0 lbs.
thats 5 lbs down from the 128.4 that i was the morning i started.
its a miracle.
A MIRACLE.
i forgot how amazing fasting really is.
i have no idea how this could have happened.
could it be a combination of the aerobics plus the kick boxing times 2 hours in a freezing shower?
or maybe im just dehydrated, and this isnt real?
or what if i read the scale wrong?
im afraid to get on again.
alright so day one of the seven day fast im doing with elle. [if i could find her blog underneath the stacks of people, i would link it but im having trouble locating it right this very moment]
i can do this.
i WILL get low this time.
i cant let this 'lose 5 lbs free' card pass me by.
i will lose tons of fucking weight and i will be 110 lbs by christmas. [my new goal, inspired by ethereal pasco rose. if you havent started following her blog yet, then you need to. clickk <--]
alright.
im off to go sit my ass in a freezing shower, and sabotage all the food in the house.
XOXO Sophia Ruins <3
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wonderful!!
ReplyDeletethats amazing well done :) wish that happened for me!!
ReplyDeletegood luck you can do it x
I'm glad I made you laugh! Those are the exact words that I was thinking when I couldn't sleep the night before, though. That is exactly what I'm seeing in my head. I think in images, in pictures. I see myself climbing it, straddling it - unsure whether I want to do it, whether it's worth it all - and then rather than making the decision, I actually fall over. The decision has been made for me. So yes, I climbed, straddled, then fell. And I see it all in my head, that is how it has happened, all in the past 2 or 3 weeks. Now I am fasting again, and what? I used to be bulimic? For the past year? And I can (have to) fast again? Okay... So this isn't intentional, it is me having fallen over to the other "side" again. Sorry for rambling!
ReplyDeleteWow!
ReplyDeleteWOW WOW WOW!
I can't think of better words. GOOD FOR YOU! You are doing SO wonderfully.
Fasting is my best friend. I love her!
WHOA!!!
ReplyDeleteugh what the heck i want to lose 5 pounds! haha but then again even though i fasted yesterday i just sat around and did nothing. i am OFF TO THE GYM!
ReplyDeleteyou are doing SOOO AMAZING! Isnt this fun?
<3
elle