War Against Pizza

Okay so i have a headache that is just AMAZING in how big it is. I'm surprised im even on here right now.

but i cant on here to update.

My weight was 124.4 again today, and ive come up with a plan.

Since i crave food at night, and im never hungry in the morning, ive decided that im going to eat nothing all day and have 1 of whatever i want. [as long as its not over 200 calories]
1 cup of spinach, 1 cube of bouillon, one spoonful of peanut butter, one cracker, etc.

Since i have to wake up early, this only gives me a 2-3 hour window to eat, and thus reducing accidental binges.


Also, i threw out all the food im likely to binge on, and now theres nothing in my house but shitty food i wouldnt eat even if i WAS normal.


the minus though, is that my parents decided to order pizza tonight because we have no food.

so far ive had 0 calories today, and its just starting to get dark now.


so what do i do?

eat the 237 calories and hope to god i dont gain weight from all that horrible food in my stomach, or try my hardest to not eat it?


i think im just going to try as hard as i possibly can to not eat a piece, but dont get your hopes up ladies and gentlemen.



pizza is my fucking weakness.
i think i might be getting sick or something, i feel like shit.