Fasted yesterday and most of today, then had 240 calories of oatmeal at the last second. [like ten minutes ago?].
Ive been in a pissy mood all day because im mad i can't eat lunchables. Or pizza.
And its making my day shitty.
Im surprised ive actually been thinking about food so much today, since it hasnt been a issue lately.
blah. took the batteries out of my scale.
I don't want to look at my weight. It never really changes anyways.
I guess im just waiting to wake up one day and be thin.
im contemplating getting more oatmeal.
or SOMETHING.
Its weird, i really havent been this hungry in a long time.
im tired.
XOXO Sophia Ruins <3
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try to drink something warm. that usually works for me when i am super hungry.
ReplyDeletewords cannot express how angry i am that i cant eat pie anymore...or strawberry and chocolate cake.. or pizza... damn it all to hell now im depressed.
i like to make one day a week where i allow myself to eat one thing i miss, and as long as it is under 1000 i dont (or try rather) not to get upset at myself. lean cuisine makes a killer pizza that is usually around 300 cals so if anything you could get one of those and split it into two separate meals for the day. dont worry about the oatmeal slip. hell i cant make it on a fast and youve been doing really good. you may just be hungry because your so tired. stay strong sophia, your doing good.
hang in there
meg
At least you gave in to something under 300 cals.
ReplyDeleteI agree with embre 100% on drinking something warm.
Also, 8oz of V8 vegetable juice is only 50 calories and it's so thick it feels like a meal...it reminds me of gazpacho or something. Plus it's super healthy.
Tea or V8 are usually my go to drinks if I really need something that isn't water.
It's kind of gross but have you ever tried chewing and spitting? My mom made mushroom ravioli with gorgonzola sauce tonight for dinner (my favorite) and I really thought I wouldn't be able to resist it. But I'm on a fast and I just reminded myself that reaching 84 lbs by the end of December is more important to me than one meal that wouldn't last more than an hour. I didn't have to miss out on tasting it though. Chewing, spitting, then drinking water really gives you the illusion of actually eating.
Sorry for the novel, hope I was helpful
xx, Daisy
OMG I stayed over at Miles' place last night, and guess what was for dinner?
ReplyDeleteFucking PIZZA.
Thank god I was trying to look ladylike and didn't scarf the lot like I wanted to D:
Maybe you are hungry coz you're tired? Or tired coz you're hungry? Either way a nap is good :)
I know you dont know me but I have just stumbled across your blog and read all the recent entries. You really do have some willpower. I cant fast at all, maybe if I have a bowl of soup or something but I pretty much suck at it. You have to realise that these temptations are going to come your way. There is always going to be oatmeal, pizza and lunchables to tempt you but you have to think about what is important to you. Make a list of "safe binge foods" something that you enjoy but doesn't exceed the 300 cals mark. Stay strong hun, I really do believe you can do it! xx
ReplyDeleteI agree with the "drink something warm."
ReplyDeleteALWAYS helps me.
Keep up the good work, darling! I know you can do it.