Monday, November 2, 2009

We Made You

lmfao wanna hear something funny?


im failing at destroying myself.

never was there a moment as sad as right after i finished posting.

i was throwing up the food i gave in to, and then i realized it doesnt make a difference anymore...

because big or small, fat or thin, im pretty much failing at detroying myself.

and wasting everybody's time in the process.


i shouldve reached my goal a year ago.




i need a drink.




XOXO Sophia Ruins <3

8 comments:

  1. Fight on. It is a long fight.

    Even if you had reached 105, you would still be fighting.

    We seem to let our emotions get in the way of how easy it really is to simply not eat.

    Keep fighting.

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  2. oh hun, dont give up, things like this take time and youve just got to believe in yourself the way all of us believe in you.keep pushing , its not the journey that matters, its the results we are all striving for. you are doing so good, just dont throw in the towel when the going gets tough. we all need to stick together.
    good luck and be strong
    meg

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  3. aww sweetie dont be so hopeless, ana is an ongoing battle, you can do it <3

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  4. dust yourself off and carry on, its the only thing you can do :)
    x

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  5. hey, do you still do the whole nut meg thing?

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  6. I feel the same, I should of reached my goals a long time ago. I agree with Anonymous Blogger, we let our emotions get in the way of how easy it actually is, don't give up, we're all here, pick yourself up, I know it's hard, but try.
    stay strong x

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  7. Shit,it really looks like everbody's going pretty depressive atm....that is why I dslike winter so much.All the cold and darkness makes us think we are worthless,a complete failure and th wolrd would be a better place without suhc useless gits like us...
    But tha is NOT true.! PLease fight these feelings,they are caused by the lack of the nice sun and her warmth...maybe a nice hot glass of water with lemon will refresh you (better than alc)
    And maybea day in a spa or something might let you feel better a botu yourself?
    Sorry I'm being really crappy at giving advices and consoling people lately..:S

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