122 =]

okay okay okay
so yesterday i went to a friends going away party.
well call him T.
well T is in college [but hes not that much older than me] and i was hangin out with jake and T called and asked me and jake to go hang out with him and some people at his house for like a goin away party type thing because hes gotta go back to his dorm later today even though hes still got his apartment.
so me and jake go and needless to say, i drank tho jake didnt want to because hes already a bad driver sober and didnt wanna be responsible for killing me.
so i drink and [i never count the calories in drinks though i never drink anything but lemon water and coke zero and the occasional drink.] the weirdest thing was that after a drink and a half i was pretty much wasted.
might have been that i drank on an empty stomach?
anyways.
so im stressing out this morning thinking that the cals from the drink would turn me into a cow and by the time i woke up id be drowning in my fat.

well i get up this morning and weigh myself and i was at 122.
yessss
122.

god it felt fucking great to see that number tick back and forth between 125 and 120 then land at 122 when i thought it land at 130. [i have a bad habit of literally JUMPING on the scale]

well yesterday i worked out for about an hour and 45 minutes and my mom said i looked like id lost a lot of weight and my cheekbones were more defined now.
maybe shes just being nice, but hell i can deal with that.

random thinspo!



okay so its getting hot outside, [at least it is over here] and pretty soon everyone will be in short shorts and bikinis.
you dont want massive thunder thighs slapping out of the back of your shorts or small children [and dogs] running away in fear from the sight of you in a bikini right?
right.