i hate my fucking mom, shes the biggest fucking bitch on earth.
a few of my friends were over at my house, and a few of her friends were over at the house and we were all sitting outside since most of her friends are 20-30 and therefore my friends. [i actually get along better with my older friends than my younger ones].
we were all talking about how all those people died from diet pills and out of fucking no where she announces that i starve myself.
she goes on and on and makes me sound like a total fucking lunatic and of course i try to play it off telling her she doesnt know wtf shes talking about since shes too busy stuffing her face to know what normal portion sized meals are.
but she doesnt stfu.
she keeps going, telling people all this shit about me and how i weigh myself all the time and how hears me cry in dressing rooms when certain sizes dont fit me.
she completely puts me out there and makes me sound like a total douche.
then all of my friends make excuses and go home and all of her friends stage this intervention type thing telling me im ruining my body and all this other bullshit.
i say this is ridiculous and excuse myself and lock myself in my room so that i can be pissed off in peace and i get a call about half an hour later.
its my best friend who doesnt even live in my fucking state telling me everyones talking about 'what im doing to myself'.
then she goes on to let me know that the guy ive been talking to also knows and referred to me as 'a crazy bitch'.
apparently he was going to ask me out before he heard, but now hes going out with some crack whore named melissa.
thanks mom.
ahem.
fuck my fucking life.
im so fucking getting her back.
and just for her saying that shit, im going to get thinner than i ever have and im going to rub it in her fucking face.
XOXO Sophia Ruins <3
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
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OH MY GOD! You cant be serious!? Thats horrible.
ReplyDeleteIm so sorry to hear about the boy you like too.. Hope things start getting better soon.. Always here if you need someone to talk to :)
xxxx
maybe she is jealous?? thats def not right, putting u on show....thats making me angry!
ReplyDeleteGrrr fucking Drama Queen mums. Starving is better than popping assloads of pills or fucked up on crystal meth. Did she think of that?
ReplyDeleteTell her to go join weightwatchers if she's feeling inadequate next to you ;)
Wow, what the...? It sounds like your mom was venting her frustrations, because she didn't know what to do to help. Maybe she thought that you'd be so embarassed you'd stop being anorexic. Which is obviously totally wrong and the opposite way to help.
ReplyDeleteIt sounds pretty typical, that she thinks like most people do: that anorexia is something you can just "get over" if you "grow up" and "deal".
Maybe you should get her some literature about it, so she can learn the truth about it.
Good luck - families can be difficult.
My mum is always pulling shit like that.
ReplyDeleteIt's horrible.
Why would you want people to know that about your family anyway?!
It puts her in a bad spot too.
Next time she pulls a stunt like that, put on a big show about how crap she is.
That should shut her up in time.
Stay above her.
x
speechless...
ReplyDeleteholy shit...
ReplyDeletewhat bitches..
omg im so sorry <333
*hugs*
Cannot believe your mother did that! Mums always know how best to hurt their daughters, I never cry in real life (only at films and books) but my parents can bring me tears like THAT.
ReplyDelete-gasps-
ReplyDeletewhy would she say that in front of all of your friends AND her friends?!
that's seriously horrible.
Fuck,
ReplyDeleteI feel so sorry for you =(
How does your MOTHER dare to do such a thing to you?! You musthave felt so humiliated and denounced... If I were you I think I would try anything to make her fat and smahs the thinness *right into her face*
I definitely think she is a hell jealous of you,there is no other explanation.
Sorry but... SHE IS A FUCKING BITCH TO DO THAT!
grr