wtf is this.
okay so yesterday, i restricted well. at least in my opinion.
i had 120 calories for the day, and then went for a two hour swim. and it was the kind of swim that puts you out of breath.
i was 124.0 lbs before i ate. at the end of the day, i was 123.4 lbs. and now im 124.5 lbs and have been this way all morning.
does this make any fucking sense to anyone?
how can i have done exactly what im supposed to and not have gotten results.
okay i know im impatient, and im sure that EVENTUALLY, i MIGHT see some weight loss.
but this is just fucking retarded.
i just want to be happy with my body. is that too much to ask for? if i was 114 lbs i think i would be okay with myself.
but no, my weight has to go up, and then down, and then up, and then up some more.
im so beyond frustrated, you wouldnt even believe how close to fucking up i am.
XOXO Sophia Ruins <3
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My weight does the same thing... I don't get it either.
ReplyDeleteYou should restrict for 2 days and then weight yourself and see.
Sometimes, it's just about liquid in your body, BMs, etc.
Ugh I hate it when the scales do that to you!!
ReplyDeleteI got so pissed at it I tried weighing myself once a week but couldn't stand not knowing, lol.
Do you still use Fitday? I like drawing a trend line through the dots and watching it fall. . .
*Hugs* Don't let the scales make you fuck up hun!!!