Unlucky

okay so is it just me, or am i super fucking unlucky.


so this is what happened.

i had a 101 in math, and ive been working incredibly hard all year long because i honestly think im math impaired. last year i utterly failed math, so this year i sacrificed multiple drunken escapades with friends just for the sake of getting a good grade and getting into a good college.



so,


i go to take my exam, pretty confident that im going to ace it since i spent so much time stressing out and studying for it,
and i finish 2 questions,
and my internet gets shut off.


so i spend 3 hours on the phone with my academic advisor just to get told THAT I HAVE TO KEEP THE GRADE ON THE EXAM, AND KEEP MY GRADE THAT WAS AN 'A' BUT IS NOW A 'D'.










so now that my day is guaranteed to be a complete douche fest, i can move on to matters that dont suck so incredibly bad.

so yesterday, i decided was an eat day. so i ate, and my weight went from 120 to 121 to 122 and is currently at 123.


while it was at 121, i was eating normally.

while it was at 122, i was full, but wanted just a liiiittle more.

then i drank a two liter of diet coke, and i hit 123.



so, this could have been completely avoided, had i just stopped.



to make up for my double failure, [or at least a part of my double failure] im fasting today.







XOXO Sophia Ruins <3