Monday, August 31, 2009

Refusing to Quit

123 lbs. all i had was a 2 liter of water last night. [and a cup of that fabulous ice cream]

okay ive officially hit a plateau.
yes, the dreaded moment in every human beings weight loss where your body decides it is utterly against you and tells you to go fuck yourself because its not letting go of those tacos you had last month.

well,

ive been frustrated before with not losing weight, ive felt complete joy from losing weight, ive cried tears of anger from not losing weight, ive felt inspired to lose more weight.

after going through all this, there is no way in hell im giving up now.
ive only got two more days until my sisters birthday, and i have a feeling im going to be forced to eat during another one of our traditional 'order for everyone' dinners.

so,

heres the plan:
im going to work out for 2 hours today and tomorrow,
if im forced to eat on her b-day, then ill eat so i dont blow my cover. [how many times can you be sick for someones birthday?]
then, the day after her birthday, i resume my fast for another 3 days since thats how long its been since ive lost weight.

if when i continue my fast, and i still dont lose weight everyday, ill just add a day to my fast.

fuck this weight.

its coming off whether it wants to or not.





XOXO Sophia Ruins <3

10 comments:

  1. HERE HERE SOPHIA DEAR
    we don't answer to fat - it answers to us, and the answer is: FUCK OFF!

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  2. good luck with the fast, that pesky wight should soon shift :)
    x

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  3. You are so strong! You'll definitely loose the weight, no question about it.

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  4. Good luck, I'm sure you can do it :)

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  5. I'm sure you can do it! maybe you should consider this bday as a high cal day which helps you to speed up your metabolism in order to fight that plateau :) I you eat moderately(like 800cals?) the oncoming week I'm pretty sure these fukcing pounds will melt away ;)
    Never give up, sooner or later it will all come off! :D

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  6. Lol about your sister's birthday. I'm just counting the days until my mother takes me to the doctor for my serious(ly fabricated) stomach condition that I've had for the past few months. ; )

    You SHOW that plateau! It doesn't see what's coming! You work hard and you'll be off it in no time. : )

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  7. go you! you've got some serious willpower, you can do this! I know it.
    beat that plateau!

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  8. We can beat this plateau!!

    My daily workout plan for the next 4 days is:
    10min cardio warmup
    30mins weights/calistenics/isometrics (Beats boredom and cruise control ^.^)
    40mins hardcore cardio
    5min cardio warmdown

    Lol eat for her birthday and smile at her while you do it. (OMG will it mess with her head!!) I can be a high-cal day to fuck with your metabolism. Just imagine it revving on the food and burning all your fat for the next few days. . .

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  9. That's the spirit! Keep it up, and I'm sure you'll be rewarded - a plateau is hard, not impossible, to pass.

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  10. Sorry for the bad timing, I just can't help but ask if you remember where you got the photo of the blond girl on the left side of your blog/who she is...one of the most inspiring bits of thinspo I've seen in a long time... xxxx

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