Mind Wanders

okay so yesterdays fast went smoothhh.

i recently bought pills from the drug store that are supposed to help your mood.
i think they work okay when they decide to work [and i decide to take them].

i weighed this morning at 122.0 lbs
so im pretty thankful i lost 3lbs in a day instead of 2.
hopefully itll keep going down and wont plateau or anything.
the only bad thing, is ive been struck with sleeplessness again which always happens when i fast.
i go to sleep late, and wake up too early then cant fall back to sleep.

i also cant seem to concentrate on my school stuff.
ive got tons of work [again] and all of its due today but ive got basically nothing done [again].

im taking diet pills that make me shake. well shake more than i already do when im fasting.
i swear sometimes i look like a damn chihuahua.
it doesnt have too many ingredients in it, just some herbal shit and some caffeine.
it makes me feel great though.
which is a plus since ive had difficulty feeling good on my own lately.

if i could remember the name, id post it for you guys but my head seems to be wrapped around itself [and all these projects i havent started on.]

so,
since im lazy as all sin,
im going to go watch requiem for a dream and maybe [just maybe] ill start on my work at some point in time.




XOXO Sophia Ruins <3