i made this agreement with myself that if at any time while im ever fasting i go out to dinner with friends or family and i absolutely cannot get out of it, i have to eat.
im on my way to dinner as i write.
yeah, im hungry.
but i really, really dont want to eat.
and im not using this as an excuse if i binge.
there are no more binges.
its not self control im worried about.
if i hadnt remembered that agreement, then theres no way id eat.
it wouldnt even be a probability.
but now, i dont know what im doing.
i feel like if i dont stick to my word about SOMETHING food related then im never going to make any progress with myself.
so,
will i or wont i?
XOXO Sophia Ruins <3
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Naww best of luck hun! If you eat just keep reminding yourself that you ate for them not you, your better than food. Do not binge. I know you wont coz you are better at this than you think.
ReplyDeleteStay strong darl.
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Hey sorry to hear about your mom and your right people do suck! i have kinda the same thing going on after our house burnt down my dad became a horrible word he's mean and horribley abusive to my mom! and everyone blames her for it!?!? wtf! But stay strong! and im sorry you had to eat today i have been fasting too! and i always use the im sick to my stomache excuse! But stay strong and contol is everything think thin(K) thin! oh i loved your fasting rules i hope you dnt mind i put them on my own blog but gave you credit!
ReplyDeleteXOXO Lyndee
cute blog.
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sigh, I loved your last post... that's probably got more to do with why a lot of us don't eat or eat like 5,000 calories and throw it all up. Control.
ReplyDeleteLet us know what you decide to do. As long as it's *your choice* then don't bad about either scenario because the ball's still in your court. No one can make you eat, because you've already given yourself permission in your rules.
All my love. I'm glad you're still blogging, I super need your posts :)
thats huge, making that agreement with urself, and sticking to it. u are a really strong person u CAN do whatever u decide!
ReplyDeleteIt's all your decision. good luck with whatever you decide! nice blog by the way :)
ReplyDeleteHey! I just was browsing through some of your older posts, and your birthday is the same as mine! Cool or what? Happy very-late birthday.
ReplyDeleteI have the same problem, I know exactly what you are going through. You don't even want to eat, yet you force yourself to. Food doesn't even taste good, and the full sensation is nauseating. Be strong :)
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